Christmas Always Reminds Me Of You ...

 Christmas always reminds me of you, 

And I don't know if it's because I spent Christmas Eve that year with you and your family at your grandparents, 

Or because I've only ever made Christmas cookies with you, 

Or if it's because every morning we brought each other coffee, most times peppermint, but you always loved french vanilla too.

I don't think we ever kissed under mistletoe per say, 

But I remember your family let you come over to my house on Christmas Day, 

And maybe we did kiss under mistletoe.

And I remember you were always great at wrapping gifts, and I was terrible at it, I still am. 

But there's something about the nostalgia everyone gets on Christmas that reminds me of you, and the night you joined us to look at Christmas lights. 

But all I know is that I miss you, 

But not the kind of missing that means I want you back, 

Just the kind of missing that means I hope you're doing well, 

And I hope you have a great Christmas. 

Love always, Ashley